I Delivered my First Baby (Part 2)

Blog Entry I DELIVERED MY FIRST BABY (PART 2) Nov 20, ’07 3:07 AM
for everyone

Whoah…

 

Another blog entry…A continuation of an old blog…

 

The day I posted my part 1 “baby’ thing was the day i actually delivered my first baby… As a student nurse, i was tasked to assist an Ob Gynecologist to deliver a baby from a laboring mother… Yun yun… The feeling was so great that I wanted (and now praying) to become a person who has an M.D. at the latter part of her name…

 

And here I am again…Typing something…

 

A hundred times I have told to the persons who know me well, I’m still afraid to try… Still afraid of failure… Still afraid of rejection… Still afraid of something I don’t know… Right now, it’s still the same… With the same fears, but in a higher level of maturity…

 

When I said ‘maturity’, it wasn’t just about me being old, but it is me being a stronger person, it is me being a more relational one, it is me, being me, in my own best ways, but with the guidance of the people who love me who are more ‘efficient’ when it comes to my own weaknesses and limitations…


This time, I have these people with me who are very willing to spend their thoughts with me, their lives, their everything… it’s so much of a blessing that i’m in a situation wherein i am quite afraid to accept offers of relationships because I might neglect the other ones…

There are million things that I don’t know…

But there are so many things that I am very much confident answering…

There are things that I can’t understand, there are things that it’s hard for me to understand, and there are things that i don’t want to understand… That’s the time when i feel so stubborn… not so good of me…=)

Before we ended our DSWD Home for girls duty in Palayan, ther’s this patient who came to me, gave her violet bracelet to me, instead to her own student nurse… I feel so blessed…

My client went to me,and told me, “Ate, I’m gonna perform tomorrow… That would be for you…”

Another client who had no student nurse came and said, “Ate, I want to be your client.”

Another said, “You’re so good ate!!! More!!! More!!!”

And lastly, there’s this little girl who kept frowning at me…She said,

“Ate, Ang Pangit mo naman!!!”

Hhhhmmm…I didn’t feel sad… I just realized, my efforts for them to feel blessed to have us we’ren’t enough… Sigh..  I’m hoping that one day, whenever people would see me, they’ll be encouraged… Right now, there are still people who don’t me yet, that they tend to feel bad whenever they see me… Hehe, natatakot daw kasi… Yaan na nga…

Anyway, I’m so excited to the birth of Baby Lizzie… The princess of the Century…

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prinzesmaan
prinzesmaan wrote on Dec 12, ’07

hundred times I have told to the persons who know me well, I’m still afraid to try… Still afraid of failure… Still afraid of rejection… Still afraid of something I don’t know… Right now, it’s still the same… With the same fears, but in a higher level of maturity… 

Life is a process of becoming., a process meaning it is step by step.,

It is common for us humans to make mistakes, and of course to be afraid making mistakes.,
But remember, it is in our failures that we based our success.,

And there is nothing more useful than a life making mistakes then learn than a life doing nothing.,

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