Earlier this afternoon before going home, God made me realized that I am not acting right. I’m being stubborn, and worst, I’m being bitter. I felt bad, really bad. I came to a realization that somehow, the very reason why he (Philip) is not maturing/growing is because of the people around him who only see his faults. A person like me. And I know I need to do something about it. I texted him and asked for his availability. We will talk tomorrow. I will apologize. I will open up my heart again. I will offer him friendship, the one that he deserves.
No, i’m not doing this because of somebody else. I will do this for myself, and for him.
I want to be a friend. A real friend. I want to be one of the people who would be proud of him.
I want to encourage him to live his life in accordance with the will of God. I want to see him grow and mature. I want to see him happy. I want to see them happy. 🙂
God, thank you for making me realize things. It is never too late to patch up things.
I want to feel good again. And oh by the way, I will talk to Wewe too.
I want to live my life without regrets… I want to live my life without hatred, bitterness and pain caused by me.